GUYS.

WE’RE JUNIORS. we made it :)!

this thing’s been in commission for almost 3 years?

i don’t know how to use tumblr, and this is the first time i’ve been on it since you made it for me!

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j: LOL HI MEL <3

ms. tedford is a certified swag coach

YOU GUYS, don’t get mad at me, but look what i did to our backgrounddd :3

-ashleey.

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RIPE YAMS. 

WELL, HELLO. I did not know that Stacey posted a bunch on here, for I don’t get little notifications when someone writes on this communal blog :( I think I’m going to do a 101 in 1,001, I never got the chance to revise the one I made back in early 2009 & a lot of those things were stupid & superficial. So I’m going to set realisticish goals/fun ones. I hope I remember to check this soon :X

Start date: September 5, 2010

End date: June 2, 2013

So basically, I have until the end of senior year to accomplish these things. When I have accomplished something, I will cross it off.

1. Get a solo in May Show 
2. Be in the quartet as soprano (whenever/whatever) 
3. Get a 3.8 GPA in sophomore year, lol eff that 
4. Take 3 AP’s by senior year (1/3 so far)
5. Hang out with nearly all the Chanteurs 2010-2011 newbies at least once
6. Pass Algebra 2, my teacher is super hard >:| 
7. Take AP Environmental Science Chem or AP Bio and not fail
8. NOT BE FOREVER ALONE
9. Lose followers who I don’t follow on my main Tumblr
10. Send a letter to a random person (like that 90th birthday guy!)
11. Cover songs… my webcam broke
12. Get a new mic or a new webcam
13. Not be a sophomore loner in Chanteurs
14. MAKE FRIENDS IN MY CLASSES CAUSE I AM LONELY IN THEM
15. Get closer to God/be Christian again
16. Read the Bible
17. Go to prom
18. Go to winter formal (i dont think theyre having a winter formal anymore lol)
19. Go to Sadies & THEY BETTER HAVE THE KOGI TRUCK AGAIN
20. GO TO FLORIDA WITH CH/NS/ORCH
21. Get A’s in Chemistry
22. Do well in beginning dance
23. Be able to do a near-perfect toe-touch again
24. Be able to do the splits all 3 ways again <- also dgaf
25. Improve my vocal quality because I am beginning to suck
26. Be able to put on makeup and not look like a cheap whore
27. Get rid of my acne scars -.-
28. Stay under 105 pounds unless I grow like 2 inches 

ALRIGHT, THAT’S GOOD ENOUGH FOR NOW ^_^

Commitment and time management.

It’s not as much of a rant as a revalation. And if anyone’s reading this, I’m not as lovesick and pathetic as this text will make me out to be. Fair warning, proceed at your own risk guys. So I’ve known since day one exactly how sentimental I am. If I’ve ever really let you in, then it’s really difficult for me to let go. Friendships and ‘special’ relationships alike. See. I’ve never understood how some girls go through boys like tissue. Use them, then dispose; all the while so head over heels with them-or so they claim. To me, if they really did like them, I’d say it’d take a good month till they’d dive in for more fish. Or maybe that’s just me. Believe me, I know as well as you do how junior high this sounds but, I haven’t even come close to having a crush on anyone in a while and that’s kind of unlike me. I thought I’d be overhwhlemed when I came into high school, but it’s actually the complete opposite.So here’s my theory: I hate being vulnerable. Is that way too obvious? When you like someone, you’re ultimately supsceptible to whatever they pull your way. If they’re a sucky person, they can manipulate your feelings. But even if the feeling was mutual, who’s to say he won’t wake up one day and feel differently. I’m definitely not linking this to any long term commitment, but I’m one for consistency, not a waste of time. I’m all for learning from experience, but where’s the sense in learning the same lesson by making the same mistake? I don’t even know if this whole concept is sensibile actually. Don’t judge me. Oh. Too late. I’m going to die lonely. K bye guys.

So I was going back and reading all our posts and I came across Emily’s post on 101 goals in 1,001 days. I decided I would commit myself (commit?! say what?!) to this way long term goal and really, actually finish this. I have all of Sophomore and Junior year, and part of Senior year. And coming from someone that can’t even reach Day 10 on countless ‘30 Day Challenges’, it’ll be no less than exactly that: a challenge. I’m having all kinds of fun with the bold-ing option tool today. They’ll probably be mainly academic and having to do with ‘enriching’ myself and what not, but I’m a dweeb, so what can I say? Definitely offer suggestions (assist my not-so-creative mind)! I’ll be going back and editing and editing this. Here goes nothing:

1. Maintain Straight A’s (so my dork streak begins)
2. Fluently read/write/converse in Mandarin
3. Drop my social awkwardness
4. Make a few good, solid friends that’ll stick
5. Finish/comprehend The Count of Monte Cristo
6. Pass the permit test
7. Get my license
8. Hit a triple pirouette
9. Finish a whole Chipotle burrito
10. Pave the way for UCLA admittance
11.  Take an advanced dance workshop
12. Get ‘5’s on my AP Exams
13. Keep my room clean for an extended amount of time
14. Celebrate Ashley and my 10-year best friend anniversary (:
15. Finish Anna Karenina
16. Floss everyday. I hate flossing.
17. Sneak out
18. Expand my vocabulary by 150 words
19. Find someone that I really click with
20. Do some volunteer work!
21. Sleep under the stars
22. Make sushi
23. Cook an actual meal with actual food.
24. Make a wish at 11:11 on November 11, 2011

Help me out? (:

Love,

S!